Saturday, September 25, 2004
Kirei desu :~: 1:57 PM :~:
THUNDERCATS HO!!
man... my near death experience from yesterday mellowed me a lot... a "thanks man" moment.. for sure.
...I think i'm the ultimate victim of Karma.
ehhhh and im sore from waiting tables at the fancy "dinner and dancing" thing last night... a fund-raser for our church. I didn't spill on anybody and i didn't break any glasses... i definitely got a taste of what its like to work at one of those classy resturants too...
"excuse me, sir are you ready to order?"
"may i take your tray for you?"
"pardon my reach, sir and i'll fill your glass.."
dang that's so not me tho. It was definitely worth it for the free fancy meal.. and free live music...
psh the kitchen crew definitely didn't appreciate my performance.. "somebody to love.." i was a bit obnoxious.
you guys are gonna think im such a dork... but watching all those people dance at the Jazz concert made me wish i knew how to dance... not the dancing we do at homecoming but REAL classy swing-dancing. I think Josh called Prom last year a "hump fest"... we dance weird. I wanted somebody to teach me how to dance last night.. and i wish i had brought my "salsaing" dress. too bad i was working in the kitchen most the time. Washed 400 plates.. 400 bowls.. 400 forks, knifes, spoons.. plus the desert silverware and glasses and everything. i never realized how much work it was to throw a thing like that.
i got to play the piano a little bit. a guy told me not to stop. too bad that's all of the song i knew.
in conclusion i wish i could dance and play piano. if anyone would like to teach me i'll love you forever.
Kirei desu :~: 10:46 AM :~:
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Kim: "BAH! Vat iz war good for?!"
Drew: "Well.. some vood argue absolutely nathing."
Kirei desu :~: 4:22 PM :~:
Sunday, September 19, 2004
i bought Harry Potter y la piedra filosofal hoy. I get it. Duuuudes did you know that we know spanish?
hmm yesterday i went to XLT to listen to Paul George. I love Paul George. If i dont get a guy like him im not sure i want a guy. Because its really hard to find a guy who's spiritual.. but not too religious that hes not fun anymore... fine line. *sighs*
So if you've never heard Paul George speak ur missing out. He had me laughing so hard my stomach hurt.. and its been a long time since i laughed that hard... I'm starting to like church a lot more now. 'cause people know me. not just the teens.. but 'cause i teach and volunteer i know basically everybody.
i really thought i had more to say... thats weird. well if i remember anything i'll come back
Kirei desu :~: 2:47 PM :~:
Monday, September 13, 2004
um.. well one more quick thing and i'll be done for the day.
damn. kelly totally put me in my place. it was my fault the whole time.. and i been going crazy trying to figure out where everything went wrong. holy shiz... i feel really stupid right now. everyone run away. i'm a bad friend lol.
IM SORRY....
lol not that that'll fix anything. its too late now, i know. i feel better saying it.
Kirei desu :~: 7:03 PM :~:
if we all went by Goh's rules life would be a whole lot less complicated.
Kirei desu :~: 4:53 AM :~:
Monday, September 06, 2004
arg. sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me for serious.... i have great friends (who are always there for me.. even the ones who i have hid from for years)... a pretty cool family (a really awesome Kelly and Stephen)... i have a kitten (hmm..2 kittens).. and im female vocals for an actual band (that doesn't have a name.. we're thinking "play on words").. Joe says ima rock star on da guitar and i can paint and i can play ddr decently now... i have a boy (...woulda been plural if kelly hadn't knocked some sense into me..)...i got accepted into a college in Rome... My grades and test scores are above average... i'm not terribly mean or unattractive...
its not like theres nothing good about me or my life. i know it... i can list all the good things... but i'm still being all 'teenagerish' about everything. i still feel like something's missing... i s'pose its like that for everyone. ack i just wish i'd stop feeling terrible.. because life is good. i have it good... very good.
"i don't think those who truly love you will ever leave you. They may not be next to you, but they are always there."
hmmm i still think everyone who you love will leave you. we always forget that we were in love... or we think that the feeling wasn't anything compared to the next obsession. its like... we love something.. and a year later we wonder why we ever felt like that. if i didn't document the convos between me and my best friend i wouldn't even remember all of his promises. i guess its not fair to hold him to anything then.
"i'll never leave you." "you dont have to lie to me." "i'll always be here."
ouch don't lie.
Kirei desu :~: 1:59 PM :~:
