ok.. random updates from all the times i haven't updated:
* harvest ball = awesome. i have pics.. wanted to post 'em.. haven't found a hosting site thats good enough yet.
* homecoming = equally awesome... same picture problem.
* Madame Bovary sucks. i've never read a book that made me hate myself so much.
* somehow i got invited to this IB ambassador thing... ran amuck with Kavya and Stephen.. made a Stephen fan club..watch stephen's humorous interp... lied to get free snow cones... couldn't answer ne one's questions about IB.
in recent news....
uhhh today's halloween. im already anticipating the outrageous pranks that my siblings will play on me.. especially after watching The Grudge last night.
you know you shouldn't be watching The Grudge when you jump at the title screen. And to save everyone else the embarassment im going to supply a little spoiler here... when they're on the bus CLOSE YOUR EYES!! i thought it was just gonna be a flash of that japanese chick's face but it was like 30 seconds of me spazzing out!!!!! im going to scared of azns for a week i swear...
so besides me avoiding: long showers, looking at reflections in windows, filling bathtubs, and going upstairs alone... the movie didn't affect me that much. *cough*
oh yeah and this is so perfect: i totally twisted my ankle chasing Joey yesterday. ok thats not the perfect part... but ima be dragging like a zombie for halloween!! and u can't see my ankle anymore...thats pretty scary!
hmm dont get caught egging houses or stealing kids candy, guys. ima be at church all halloween praying for you all.. lol
Kirei desu :~: 4:11 AM :~:
Saturday, October 23, 2004
ok i lied.. no enormous or profound entry yet.
i miss bobby.
Kirei desu :~: 9:18 PM :~:
a gynormous post is on its way....
Kirei desu :~: 4:15 PM :~:
Thursday, October 14, 2004
...when i talked to james about it he didn't even know what i was talking about.
then i remembered i didn't tell anyone. i don't think i've ever kept such a big secret quiet for so long.... i must have really wanted to protect him.
Kirei desu :~: 6:10 PM :~:
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
ehhh TOK is crazy....
"I think, for a long time, men have underestimated the sexuality of women... Just because she walks through the halls and shows no outward sign of being turned on doesn't mean she's not turned on all the time. I think she is!!!" - Mrs. Lilly
? ? ?
in other news....
"She [Laura] speaks better english than me." -Mr. Bush
Kirei desu :~: 7:41 PM :~:
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
gohing nowhere: there can be forgiveness, but there is no forgetting.
* * *
gohing nowhere: i read a book once (actually i think todd's going to do a praise and pizza on it)
gohing nowhere: and it was about being men of god (its for dudes, duh)
gohing nowhere: and about how they need to fight for their women. and how they need to be strong and courageous so that we can always fall back on them. and so that they can always share with us.
gohing nowhere: and after reading it, i learned to always go for the guy that will fight for you to the end
gohing nowhere: the one that will defend you against any harsh words, that will protect your honor and Godly-chick ness.
gohing nowhere: never settle for less than the best, kara.
Kirei desu :~: 4:58 PM :~:
Saturday, October 09, 2004
"What if you could go back in time, and take all those hours of pain and darkness and replace them with something better?"
i would go back to the day i met you and change everything.
Kirei desu :~: 7:52 AM :~:
Personality Test
"eXpressive: 3/10
Practical: 6/10
Physical: 2/10
Giver: 10/10
You are a RPIG--Reserved Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Rock of Gibraltar.You are loyal, kind, thoughtful and conscientious. You're a good person. You make everyone around you happier and better, even if you yourself are not at your happiest or best. You just care so much about your friends and loved ones that you can't help giving them everything of yourself. It can wear you out, but you'd never let on. You're successful, smart and fun to be with, but your self-esteem could use some boosting. You don't like conflict, and you don't like demanding things for yourself, so you can feel unappreciated. But then you wonder if you don't deserve to be appreciated. You do! You have many small crushes, but it takes you ages to get to a serious stage with someone. You get so caught up second-guessing yourself and worrying if the other person really *likes* likes you that you never dare to make the first move. Generally you end up with another clever RPIG who knows one when s/he sees one. This adds up to one long courtship. Fortunately this also adds up to one long marriage. You would never cheat. You would never hurt anyone's feelings. You are so sympathetic and give so many second chances that it takes a lo-o-ong time for anyone to get on your bad side. Your only problem is you can be *too* thoughtful -- you can end up worrying and getting hung up over nothing. Of the 120371 people who have taken this quiz, 6.9 % are this type."
lol my mom laughed when she read my personality test results. apparently i'm nothing like that
edit:
* i dont really make people around me better.. i just mostly complain
* ehhh when im worn out i definitely let on.. and complain
* successful? smart? fun? im just sleepy.. and lazy.. and i complain ^_^
* lol loooots of people are on my bad side.. because i complain. thats what this site is all about, isn't it?
man i want a long marriage.
Kirei desu :~: 9:06 PM :~:
...usually the rain puts me in a good mood...
gahhhhh
today it just makes me feel sick.
mostly i just dont feel like being here.
Kirei desu :~: 1:08 PM :~:
